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adi_blackSo mad. So mad. SO FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW I COULD SCREAM.
God fucking damn it!
/screams in incoherent rage
He. HE FJDLKSAJFLD
I CAN'T EVEN TYPE STRAIGHT I'M SO PISSED.
/capslock abuse ahead.
IT ALL COMES DOWN THE THE RIDE. THE FUCKING RIDE. WE DON'T NEED YOUR FUCKING CAR TO GET A RIDE TO WORK. GOD DAMN! FUCK!
JUST BECAUSE I TURNED YOU DOWN LIKE, MONTHS AGO...
SHIT.
/tries to get thoughts in order
Ok, so this guy at work who liked me had been giving us rides to work. I'm not sure exactly how this happened, it just did. We never asked for a ride (we being my sister and I) and all had been fine until yesterday.
Apparently I had been 'ignoring him' and 'acting like I was before with not talking to him outside of work.' What the fuck ever. Anyway, I talked to him just normally during break at work yesterday and after work around five I get this text "We need to talk." Ok, whatever. Then he tells me that since I've been 'ignoring' him that he doesn't see why he should be giving us rides any more.
WHAT.
THE FUCK?
SERIOUSLY?!
I have been busy. I have been tired. I have not been talking to anyone. Just because he gives us rides does that mean that I should go out of my way, exhausted and fatigued, to talk to him?
No fucking way.
No. Just no.
I want to ask him if he forces his other friends to talk to him.
Today he tried to pretend like nothing happened and my mindset was "You think I'm ignoring you? I'll fucking show you being ignored." so I didn't talk to him really at all today.
Then he starts texting me again after work. Ok then, I guess. We talk normally for a few texts. Then he asks me why I got so mad last night.
ASKS ME! HAS THE FUCKING NERVE TO BE RETARDED ENOUGH TO NOT KNOW!
HOLY SHIT!
Of course this sets me off again and I'm like "If you're too fucking stupid to not know I don't see why I should tell you." and he brings up the fucking ride thing again.
Like I fucking care. Well, actually it just pisses me off more because it's like he thinks I depend on his stupid douchebag bitch ass or something.
And I just got another text after I told him that I was tired and he was a dumbass about the ride thing.
"That's a very small part. Nothing I say will help here. So I'm let you have the space you want. I'll be there at normal time. Night."
ARGH. IF HE WOULD JUST EXPLAIN BETTER. NO. IF HE WOULD JUST QUIT THINKING LIKE THE WHINY LITTLE BITCH HE IS WHO JUST HAS TO HAVE SPORTS CARS EVEN THOUGH HE "DOESN'T WANT ANYTHING TOO FLASHY" HE CAN JUST GO ROT IN HELL.
FUCK. I'M SO MAD.
This could go on forever with me talking about how pissed I am, but I'll just end it here for now.
Damn. I just want to write my story quietly, but no, he has to come fuck things up and make me so mad I can't think of anything other than punching his stupid face in.
/growls
Adi out.
God fucking damn it!
/screams in incoherent rage
He. HE FJDLKSAJFLD
I CAN'T EVEN TYPE STRAIGHT I'M SO PISSED.
/capslock abuse ahead.
IT ALL COMES DOWN THE THE RIDE. THE FUCKING RIDE. WE DON'T NEED YOUR FUCKING CAR TO GET A RIDE TO WORK. GOD DAMN! FUCK!
JUST BECAUSE I TURNED YOU DOWN LIKE, MONTHS AGO...
SHIT.
/tries to get thoughts in order
Ok, so this guy at work who liked me had been giving us rides to work. I'm not sure exactly how this happened, it just did. We never asked for a ride (we being my sister and I) and all had been fine until yesterday.
Apparently I had been 'ignoring him' and 'acting like I was before with not talking to him outside of work.' What the fuck ever. Anyway, I talked to him just normally during break at work yesterday and after work around five I get this text "We need to talk." Ok, whatever. Then he tells me that since I've been 'ignoring' him that he doesn't see why he should be giving us rides any more.
WHAT.
THE FUCK?
SERIOUSLY?!
I have been busy. I have been tired. I have not been talking to anyone. Just because he gives us rides does that mean that I should go out of my way, exhausted and fatigued, to talk to him?
No fucking way.
No. Just no.
I want to ask him if he forces his other friends to talk to him.
Today he tried to pretend like nothing happened and my mindset was "You think I'm ignoring you? I'll fucking show you being ignored." so I didn't talk to him really at all today.
Then he starts texting me again after work. Ok then, I guess. We talk normally for a few texts. Then he asks me why I got so mad last night.
ASKS ME! HAS THE FUCKING NERVE TO BE RETARDED ENOUGH TO NOT KNOW!
HOLY SHIT!
Of course this sets me off again and I'm like "If you're too fucking stupid to not know I don't see why I should tell you." and he brings up the fucking ride thing again.
Like I fucking care. Well, actually it just pisses me off more because it's like he thinks I depend on his stupid douchebag bitch ass or something.
And I just got another text after I told him that I was tired and he was a dumbass about the ride thing.
"That's a very small part. Nothing I say will help here. So I'm let you have the space you want. I'll be there at normal time. Night."
ARGH. IF HE WOULD JUST EXPLAIN BETTER. NO. IF HE WOULD JUST QUIT THINKING LIKE THE WHINY LITTLE BITCH HE IS WHO JUST HAS TO HAVE SPORTS CARS EVEN THOUGH HE "DOESN'T WANT ANYTHING TOO FLASHY" HE CAN JUST GO ROT IN HELL.
FUCK. I'M SO MAD.
This could go on forever with me talking about how pissed I am, but I'll just end it here for now.
Damn. I just want to write my story quietly, but no, he has to come fuck things up and make me so mad I can't think of anything other than punching his stupid face in.
/growls
Adi out.
